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i wish to be fixed mentally and physically. i wish for my best friend to love me like before. i wish to be at peace with myself and the world.

WhyDot.fin

I want my happiness. I want to smile at the girl i love. I want to be accepted. I want to be found.

To lose weight to gain strength. To be smart and dart across a football field. I want the dark to leave i want the font to leap of the page the light to penetrate through my soul and open my eyes to see the aura of the secret crier next to me the happiness of the once virgin girl the depression of the lost first child of an unmarried horse faced women and to stare at god in the eyes from mount Everest so that he may here me when i ask,

"why."

BikeRides&Paint

I've realized my deficiencies. Ive seen the things that make me weak. And the things that make me strong. My eyes aren't like your eyes, and yours aren't like mine, but you know what that's okay. when you look at a rainbow you see a pot of gold at the end of it. When i look at it, i see it connecting the moon and the sun, two lost lovers always on opposite sides from each other. You take the three day road trip to Mexico and we take the 10 hour bike ride on the land bridge from Florida. We see ourselves as artist.


The world is our canvas and our love is the paint.

Like a Leviathan

I was just like you. Nothing more but a pitiful and spiteful fool. you now are just a pathetic cashier waiting for a way out but you know you will never take it if it came. i do not feel sorrow for you for you are weak and alone. Through false happpines you get thru the day, you make them laugh and they se what you let them see.
You manipulate their eyes and there visions showing them the truth that things are never really what they seem. I was once like you, I was once like ME.
But now i am like the leviathan. Ever thrashing in the ocean playing games with God. Like the ocean i am deep and unknown. Like God i am all power.